The Will to Resist

Jerry’s Marginalia — The Waiting Room Tax


Every veteran learns this one fast: you don’t pay for help with money — you pay with time, patience, and repetition.

You’ll be sent upstairs, then sideways, then politely nowhere. You’ll be told a name that doesn’t exist by someone who speaks with authority anyway. You’ll be handed a brochure like it’s a solution, and expected to feel grateful for the paper.

Nothing is denied outright. Nothing is solved either.

The system doesn’t collapse — it drips. And every drip lands on the same people who already carried enough.

Here’s the quiet part they don’t print: most veterans aren’t asking for miracles. They’re asking for traction. For one door that opens without three wrong hallways first.

Today wasn’t a breakdown. It was a reminder.

You didn’t lose your cool. You didn’t beg. You didn’t disappear.

You showed up, logged the limits, took the pamphlet, and left intact.

That’s not failure. That’s survival with receipts.

— Jerry